My mother accidentally stumbled upon my blog. This blog. I have written some things that I totally shouldn't have made public. I will always regret hurting her the way that I have. (And if I could stop crying about it, then I might be able to see whatever it is that I am writing.)
I have made such a mess of this.
I am systematically deleting all of my posts.
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